Just figured out out how to blog on my phone. This should work out quite nicely. Everytime I think I think I want to get a laptop, the good old blackberry comes through! Its a wonderfully gloomy day here in the Midwest. Homework is going well for me and I am up to 920 hrs! The big boys are adjusting to their school schedule quite well. Ezekiel and I have been having a good time together. He Loves starfall and is having a good time with noggin as well. Days @ work are getting less desireable for me and today was a really difficult day. I've been thinking a lot about the influence I have over my household and I've been feeling just horrible about it. I am just so not the mother or wife that I envisioned for myself. Not entirely without lack of trying....I could put in a better effort in more areas but I just feel SO defeated and its hard to get motivated when you feel like you've lost before you've gotten into gear. Really need to work on responding because I react FAR more than I should. I need a great deal of help in that area. We are supposed to get some family time in this weekend that I am really looking forward to. Gotta run.
Love you, mean it.
Ciao!
The basics....
- Kamella
- Mella...I've been married to Brandon since Aug 2001. Together we have 3 handsome sons Christian Jeremiah, Nehemiah Joel, and Ezekiel Jude. We also have my step-daughter Alexis,although we don't use that term in our home... I'm a follower of Christ and I am humbled that he cares for me. I matter to the creator of the universe...WOW! Amazing love indeed! So yeah, I'm a Christian, wife, mom, sister, friend..but I'm so much more than that...stick around...you'll see...
1 comments:
so glad you're blogging again, and only bummed that i just realized it.
i love you and am so glad to "catching up".
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